maths and literature paper tomorrow. im feeling so super insecure now. hahah. frankly speaking,this is the first time im feeling so unprepared for exams. and the stupid headache is killing me. what to do now. hohoho.
marilyn: take care and we 'll see you after 16thsept. u know WE ALL LOVE YOU =))
i dont know what else to say. good luck to all :)
you asked me if i still remember that april fools' day,
and i said yes.
HAHAH
so what if i still do.
you asked me if i was angry at that time,
maybe yes or maybe no.
i forgot :))
It's a good thing to forget,i think.
But whatever it is,
it was once special.
and U said that u hope our relationship wont be affected with her presence,
i expected this day to come,but maybe not that soon,
but still,
i said okay.
HAHAHA
i bet thats the answer U wanted to hear.
I chose to forget what U once said,
so that i wont remember that much.
HOHOHO.
:)
i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
out of the darkness and into the sun,
but i wont forget those i love.
TODAY'S FINALLY THE LONG-AWAITED ESCAPE TRIP =))
HMMM.all of us met at bangkit bus-stop and left for pasir ris! One thing to add, I HAVE NEVER FELT SO POPULAR IN MY WHOLE LIFE(i bet this applies to the rest too). HOHO,people kept looking at us. LALALA. cos we are all wearing the same TEE-SHIRT =D and i love that shirt, although it is black and keeps absorbing heat. BUT I DONT MIND, it's still very nice and comfy. HAHAH.
Our very sociable yeeshan soon made friends with some of the operators there cos obviously some of them were quite interested in our TEE-SHIRT. Shuxian gave a very very GL answer, yeah, gang fight. Okay anyway, we certainly didnt waste our 14 bucks cos we took almost all the rides. YAY. But this time the feeling is very different, compared to my last trip which was many years ago. WE HAVE ALL GROWN UP =) But still, it can be very fun. HAHAHA. Took many rides on WALLS REVOLUTION,FLIPPER and VIKING. These are my fav rides of the day!! There was this haunted house thing and i made a complete fool out of myself. The "ghost" was so pissed off by me cos i was holding on soooo tightly to shuxian, rooted to the ground and not moving. HAHAH,the "ghost" cant get to scare us cos we were not moving at all. LOL. okay, sorry to shuxian,weiqian and yeeshan!! hahah,and maybe the "ghost" too. HEE =) now i realised im afraid of the unknown =/
We spent a total of 5 hours in escape?? But too bad, my all time fav ride was closed. PANASONIC!!! okay,i shall make sure i get to ride it the next time i go. HAHAHA. FUN FUN FUN =)))
I really enjoyed myself today,thanks girls =D im sure our nxt outing will be very soon and we shall cam-whore again. HAHAH.
OKAY,im back to my boring life again. Math consultation with mr tbk tomorrow. It's all about math, i will make myself love math. YES, I LOVE MATH =)
WALLS REVOLUTION!
sometimes, only certain people can make u smile on bad days =)
Finally, i experienced something so new and so close to my heart. Although there were some negative feedbacks about the course,i think we can only say that different people have different views. I REALLY ENJOYED THE LEADERSHIP COURSE =)
Frankly speaking,i attended the course on the first day with the kind of "just-go-there-and-have-fun" attitude. Yup,to me,it was just another course which we have attended for the past few years,nothing new. I was wrong,very wrong. HAHAH. okay,i shouldnt sound so serious. But really,all the activities and games which we were asked to participate in were meaningful to me. Each of them serves a purpose,something that is so close to our heart,it's really a matter of whether we are willing to be open about it. But the disappointing thing is that only 6 people from my class turned up, BUT, we still did it. WE DID IT =) together with our facilitator, SUFFIAN.
MERCI BEAUCOUP SUFFIAN!!
ohh yah,our group name is splinter (even though we only seemed to use it once). Okay,back to the activities. To some,standing on top of the table shouting out your goals to a group of people may seem stupid and silly,but if one really does it wholeheartedly and puts 100% into it,the feeling you will get after the whole activity is really different. Through that activity,i really felt the motivation and drive to pursue that goal. YAY =) Today,we had that "Trustfall" game,the game which i had all along wanted to try and i finally did it today. Accidents do happen anytime,and we cant really blame it on anyone except to reflect on ourselves if we have given the faller the trust she needed. But i was really glad that despite that incident,our morale did not go all the way down but instead,it went up. HAHA,when i was about to fall,i hesitated and stood rooted onto the chair for a few seconds. Thanks to suffian who sounded really comforting and calmed me down. I had that thought of "ohh shit,i think im going to die" initially but on the very moment i landed on the hands of the people,i could feel that they were all trying their best to support. YES!! we did it again :)) The last game of the day was the spider webby game which lasted for 3 long hours which got all of us mentally and physically challenged. The confidence and self-awareness level of everyone single one seems to increase as time goes by,the sense of urgency and cooperation set in. We reached our goal by sending 8 people over during the last 15 minutes and that was really _______(feeling beyond description). It was soo great that i actually cried. HAHAHAHAH. christaping wants me to mention this. Once again,we did it!! cheers to a04 and s14!
Sometimes,we just get so emotional that tears just fall okay,christaping. dont laugh at me,i saw you crying also. HAHAH. We made a small "card" for suffian and wrote our notes for him. The most touching moment came when we were asked to go up to the facilitator and tell him whatever we wanted to say. HEEEE,i got abit too emotional again. To sum it all up,the 2 days' course was great,really great,a totally new and refreshing experience for most of us,i think.
=)
hockey training tomorrow!! i shall keep to my goal and go all out to achieve it. YAY =)
some things are meant to stay,some people are meant to go.
i guess this time it's for real, so
goodbye bye bye bye my friend.
back from camp!
suddenly i feel the urge to blog, so here i am! hockey camp's over,back to studying. HAHAH. actually i sort of miss the camp, how can it only be 1 day. so sad. so many "first times" happened during the camp. ahaha. it was the first time i:
-cant fall asleep during camps
-went to the toilet at 3am
-camped at PJ! =))
-fell asleep during a "movie"
-bathed in the grandstand toilet (without lights)
okay,basically thats all. so, in order to sum it all up. trainings,bbq,"movies",theory lessons,midnight chit chat sessions,friendly matches. ohh yah,and we were asked to come up with individual and team goals. that was so fun!! so in the end, we came up with PD-PD (the chem students sh0uld know what this means). ohh no, even the coach thinks that im blur. how can i ever change this impression of others on me, i wonder. Im so happy that i've come up with an individual goal and that is
TO BE MORE AGGRESSIVE.
yes yes,i really hope to achieve that. Okay,back to what happened today. Me,wenxiang and joce went to study at bpp mac. studying at mac=eating and eating. ahahah. i just love mcflurry and twister fries =D okay,initially we were quite serious in doing our hw, but who knows, towards the end, we started to become obsessed with photo-taking. PHOTO-TAKING WITH DIFFERENT EFFECTS IS FUN. yes yes,very fun. so fun that we ended up wasting 1 hour on that. hahah,but we have got really nice and stupid pics =))
everyone makes mistakes,dont we.
but sometimes, sorry is just not that word.
so long, farewell.
Mr Sas let us watch the japanese production of King Lear today and it was really quite different from Shakespeare's version. I like this particular line: "No more sweet lies, i have had my fill"
nice, nice , nice. i just love this line =)
Okay,so in conclusion,although i did doze off during the show, but still i enjoyed it. I have to say that some parts were really comical and so funny that me and christaPING could not stop laughing. They were not meant to be funny, but yah, we just thought that it was funny =D
Before that, we had econs by our all time fav Mr Khoo. YAY YAY YAY, i dont hate econs, but i had to admit that the DRQ test (which i failed terribly) made me feel so sad. HAHAHAH.
Some things that happened recently made me wonder whats the actual definition of friendship. I thought that it is something that is able to withstand TIME. Please dont tell me that so many years of friendship doesnt mean anything and you can just end it like that. Im wondering, and i really cant think of any reason why you chose to do that.
Im looking forward to hockey training tmr!! train train train =DDD and i miss my crumpler, it has not been at my side for nearly a month. HOHOHO, meeting joyce to get it back tmr. HAHAH.
I've got hockey camp on the coming sat, DONT MISS ME =)
okay, bye bye bye bye bye.